So I am making a  REAL commitment to this now. Finally.
I am going to buzz my hair in the spring. I am going to do it, and my hair is going to locks of love. It's GOING to happen.
I say it all the time, and for finally I really think I am going to do it, because I really want to.
Okay so that's so it's down in writing and I can't go back now.

SO yeah ( Read more... )

It's important to get things out. Whether someone is listening (or in this case reading) or not. Boys are stupid, and people seem to think I understand them. (People are always calling me up for advice, like I fucking know! :P) The only real relationship I've ever had was dysfunctional at best, and was entirely unhealthy.  I've fucked myself over ( Read more... )

i am so filled with so many emotions right now ( Read more... )

i feel trapped again. but it seems i cant get anything done without these situations ( Read more... )

I am feeling frustrated right now because I can't seem to keep anyone in my life. Everyone keeps leaving me. The only people I can keep are those that live with me, and that's because we're legally bound. I seriously think that there's something wrong with me. There has to be ( Read more... )

I think it's safe to say that I am really FUCKING pissed off right now ( Read more... )

I haven't posted since before I moved so I think it's time maybe. I just don't feel like blogging right now.
I moved to Seattle into this uncomfortable situation of sharing a room. I love Seattle. I worked at Red Robin for two months or so, but now I work at Von's grand city cafe, i guess. I already miss red robin. Nothing else happens really...

Just about every 10 seconds something reminds me of drew and i get that stomach in the throat or whatnot feeling.  but jillian gave me this book called "men are just desserts." it's amazing, it makes me feel so empowered. It points out whats going wrong in our relationship because of me, but not in a bad way, it just tells you how to fix it.  She ( Read more... )

Drew called me and woke me up this morning and was still being a dick. One thing I hate about having so many pictures of drew around is that when he's being a dick I want to destroy all of them.  he has noexcuse for flaking out on me on sunday, and didn't give a fuck that i worked from 4-1am. then he hung up on me. so fucking childish. he is so ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, but I am not at all sleepy. I worked from four in the afternoon to one in the morning. this is such bullshit.
drew hasn't talked to me all fucking day and that really pisses me off, because all week he's been saying he'd hang out with me. will it fucking matter? no, another fucking thing i have to suck up about him being a dick, ( Read more... )