im on a being positive kick ( Read more... )

things to smile about:
cherry blossom season.
sunrise in the studio.
lovely roommates.
classes overr.
warm summer days
naps in the park.
picnics and bike rides with sra.

i cannt wait for sars to come homeeeee.

so much has changed. ive grown in the last couple of months. im trying to keep things in perspective.

things i love. my new friends: the 9th floor kids. liz ( Read more... )

im officialllyyy going to pittsburgh for the month of june.eggcitingggggggg. i cant wait haha this is going to be such an awesome experience. im going to be interning with matt braun, a friend of mine who works at a firm down in pitt. turns out im getting paid and getting college credit. and on top of that sra needs a place to stay for just june ( Read more... )

do i miss you?

so much sometimes it makes me wonder if ill ever be "cured" of this mess.
but only sometimes.

im tired. haha. im tireeeeeeeeeeeeed. but happy. and i dont think thats a bad place to be at allz.

today was hard. but todays over. thats the thing about time. it keeps on going whether we can or wont. on one hand, its reassuring from the optimist's perspective. from the pessimist, not so much.( or in the case, the sentimist..does that word even exist? haha ( Read more... )

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if i can think back hard enough. i remember one night freshman year. it was a wednesday night. because i was in the darkroom til 9. as i was every wednesday. intro to photo. 810 with alaine on thursdays. blegh. hah. i remember hating wednesdays because id go to written communication until 330. then id be in the cave of a darkroom for hours. (two ( Read more... )

most days i wake up feeling okay. but theres always days like today when i wake up scared. for alot of things and of alot of things. i think thats the only way i can describe it.