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Dec 07, 2003 15:49

I had this amazing moment of realization. And it reminded me of "Dirty Dancing," when Patrick Swayze says, "Nobody puts Baby in the corner." I looked into my mirror, saw the expression on my face and said, "Nobody runs Lindsay away." I had run away from Lj because one person who I thought was my friend couldn't help but think the worst of me. I had ( Read more... )

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d_wiese December 7 2003, 14:57:41 UTC
Maybe you should talk to me and find out why I feel the way I do, instead of refusing to take responsibility for your own actions and laying all the blame on me. Stop acting like a whiny child and behave like a responsible adult.

And I have no need to listen to your whining to be validated in the way that I feel. I saw how you acted. Despite all your protestations of innocence, I was not the only person who was a witness to your behavior. If you'll read back over what I've said very carefully, I never once said you were a whore. But actions speak louder than any words ever could.

Matt has every right to try to defend me. At least he's sincere in his defense and isn't hot for the person he's defending me against.

I still consider you a friend. But I will not take the blame for your behavior, when it was your own actions that made me -- and my bandmates -- feel the way we do. The fact remains that you have no one to blame but yourself for the way you acted. So don't try to shift blame onto my shoulders, because it's a bad fit and it ( ... )

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linds_korman December 7 2003, 15:20:28 UTC
Matt can defend you six ways to sunday but he has no right to threaten me. That's something I just will NOT accept. And, I don't know how many times I have to say this, but I would never do anything with Jon. That's the difference between MY fantasy and this reality you have in your head.

I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Jon asleep next to me. Then he write in his post that he fell asleep next to his girl. I didn't know he left, and nor did I meet Amara so I made a little mistake and suddenly you're going to jump down my throat?

And you have to admit that you WERE the one who told me that Joey was just trying to stay in the KH inner circle. You said that before I would have even thought it. I'm not putting the blame on your shoulders. And mind you, I apologized to Joey for saying what I did.

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d_wiese December 7 2003, 15:32:04 UTC
Judging from the way you acted in front of the three of us, I find it hard to believe that you "would never do anything" with Jonny. Even if you were only trying to make Gar jealous, did you really think that trying to make him think you wanted to fuck Jon was going to bring him back to you? It did just the opposite.

As for what you wrote about Jon, you're certainly allowed a mistake. But I swear to fucking god, if anybody ever does anything to hurt Amara in any way, I will make the rest of their pathetic miserable life a living fucking hell. Any of my friends included. Because she is a very special person to me -- to all of us -- and I will NOT have anyone try to poison her relationship with Jonny with insinuations or doubts of any kind.

I WAS the one who told you that about Joey. And I firmly believe it. And I'm not going to apologize to him, because I've talked about with other people who are even closer to the situation than I am, and they agree that I'm right. They see the same thing that I do. And if they can see it that way, ( ... )

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linds_korman December 7 2003, 15:45:37 UTC
You don't have to believe me because all that matters is that Jon and I both know we wouldn't do anything with each other. I'm not about to run around apologizing and begging forgiveness for everything I do. I'm sick of feeling like you have that kind of control over me.

if anybody ever does anything to hurt Amara in any way, I will make the rest of their pathetic miserable life a living fucking hell...

Why don't you tell that to someone who's trying to hurt her?

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<i>"Nobody runs Lindsay away." </i> kelly_monaco December 7 2003, 15:26:34 UTC
I'm glad to see you're back sweetie.
Give me a call sometime and we can chill or somethin

Behave

~Kelly

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Re: "Nobody runs Lindsay away." linds_korman December 7 2003, 15:32:42 UTC
I'd love that Kelly. I'm catching a plane home from New York tonight so I'll give you a call when I can :)

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colin_firth December 7 2003, 16:39:55 UTC
I'm glad you ran back. Now maybe we can have a chance to get to know each other. I admit I don't really know what the situation is, but I'm glad you seem to have found firm ground to stand on. I'm usually around if you ever need to talk.

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linds_korman December 7 2003, 16:43:36 UTC
I couldn't really stay gone. I love the people around here too much. And it was said before that one bad apple doesn't spoil the whole bunch. :) It's good to be back. Thank you.

You and that icon. Evil.

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d_wiese December 7 2003, 16:56:20 UTC
I hardly think I'm a bad apple, but if that's the way you want to look at it, that's fine. I'm out of your friends page.

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linds_korman December 7 2003, 16:59:21 UTC
And you say I assume things.

I was talking about myself.

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tammin_sursok December 8 2003, 11:28:54 UTC
Oh love, sounds like your in quite the ordeal! Stick to your true friends, they'll take care of you! If you ever need a vacation, come to OZ, and we'll take good care of you, lass! By the way, I'm Tammin, hello.

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