After getting the most amazing letter I didn't get to hear from Jason for 2 days... but when I talked to him today he told me that it may just be 5 months that he'll be in Iraq... oh god let it be 5 months... not a year... I need him here with me. That would be the most awesome birthday gift ever if he came home in March. Please god... please ( Read more... )

Jason left for Texas yesterday morning and we barely got to say bye to each other. I don't believe in "Good-byes" because we will see each other again whether he likes it or not, lol. It was a bad enough day to begin with knowing that he was leaving for 3 months... well he called me last night to tell me that they are ging to Iraq in 2 weeks ( Read more... )

A few things I have learned ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is leaving for training in a month to Oklahoma... After that... he's off to Iraq for a year and ahalf. I really wish I knew how to feel other than angry and upset (not at Jason). I dont want him to go... I want him here with me where he belongs. He wants me to wait for him, and right now I want to wait. Well, I just don't want him ( Read more... )

The whole Joe things is now just small thoughts in the back of my mind... the only time I seem to think about him is when I lay on my squishy star pillow. After all, it's not like he has even attempted to call me like he said he would. Dumb boys.... on that note ( Read more... )

I find myself in a small dilemma... nothing serious. I just like a boy! And I'm not sure if he likes me back... and even if he did, if he'd tell me about it. I might not get to see him much because he might give up his lease on his carts that he owns... booooo.... what do I do?????????? I'm not the gutsy type of girl to straight up ask him or ( Read more... )

Christmas is in 3 days... then all we have left is New Year's and the holiday season will be over. I have no plans for New Year's Eve as of now... I probably won't do anything, I don't really have anyone to hang-out with. The saying "This year will be a good year" is definitely out of the question... we've said that for the past 3 years, and the ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here since this summer. They've changed a few things since I last updated, lol. Not much going on in my little sad life... Christmas is coming up, and most of my gifts are done... just have my secret santa gift at work left, I just need the money first ( Read more... )

So I want to get this new LG G4015 phone from AT&T... I have their nokia 3595 phone right now.  I'm happy with it but I really want a flip phone... and I can get a new phone at this time... I'm waiting to see if my dad can get a better deal with some guy he works with in LA, but I really want this phone!  I can get it for $39.99, is that a bad deal ( Read more... )

I got to New York wednesday morning with my two cousins... the plane trip was alright, fairly on the boring side.  We met my Aunt Sue at her work and had a quick lunch with her before heading back to her house to get some things set up... my Great Aunt Sue, Great Uncle Rod, Charlie and Lou showed up to say hi before checking into their hotel... and ( Read more... )