just being there last night made me realize how fucked up people really are. you think that people will be there. not just because they like what your doing, but because they're your friends. they want to be there to see you and make you feel good. but they didn't. they left you sitting there. and that just shows how people are never really your ( Read more... )

i'm really sick of routine. 
the same thing every day, over and over again.
i'm going to start punching the people who are incredibly rude in school.
i am so sick of school.
i'm definetly ready for it to be over.

i seriously can't beleive we start school tomorrow.
i've only ever really thought about it.
i never actually realized its going to happen.
tomorrow.
shit i am nervous.

so, went to the tigers game tonight. 
AHmazing.

so uhh lifes pretty good right now 
i'm getting car :D

and i never update this any more. 
i really see no point.

oh well.

well, i had a good birthday
thanks to a certain group of people =)
who i love <3

i'm incredibly sick of people telling me i shouldn't be upset/i can't be sad about the schools combining.
i fell in love with dondero.
i have to leave it.
its not easy leaving something you love, especially because we have to go somewhere we don't necessarily want to go.
i can be sad about this.
fuck you if you disagree with that.
i'm not sitting around ( Read more... )

i've never been betrayed like this before.

"you left her too. but you still live in the same house as her."

i'm so sick of telling myself i'll eventually get over things 
i want to actually get over them.

why can't i ever just be happy ( Read more... )

so i really don't know why i have this thing anymore ( Read more... )