Okay,
so Hughey just STILL gets to me!!! i don't fucking know why he treats me like dirt ( Read more... )

I think i am putting the whole "guy" thing aside.
Having fun with my friends is wayy more fun anyhow.
:)

school starts in 23 more days.
i think this year will be interesting.
i guess we will just have to see.
but we all know what that means;
SHOPPING and perhaps a spa day with
some of those hotties i know!

Sooo lately things have just been chill. well i mean funn chill. My girls and i know how to roll. N.E.D. style. haha. but for real i went ot a party and say that one gayy mother fucker. yeahh hughey. and he was crunked off his ass. and we talked which was weird because i didnt expect him to even want ot talk to me. since someone told him about ( Read more... )

So tonight was probably the most awkward thing i've been in, in awhile. I needed someone to just talk to on my phone to get away from it all. I hate situations like that. Weird Shitt. All i wanted to do was forget about it ALL. I guess alcohol isnt the way to go. and i didnt go that way either. i wanted to, but it just wasnt there. I think it ( Read more... )

Lifes been pretty good right now. Hughey came back from Flordia. and its like blowning up my phone. probably becauses he "lonely". haha I mean i want to hang out with him like just chill and talk. but i'm done with that other stuff. it's just over rated. I've gotten hurt wayy too much. i mean like 3 guys this summer :[ wtf. i mean one kid lives ( Read more... )

Gosh he's getting to me.
but i promised not to fall again.
what if I do??
I'm scared.
i'm a hopeless romantic. god i never
wanted to say that.

okay so listen, whyy do guys and their friends have to be so gay?? like seriously if the whole "bros before hos" thing just doesnt always work. If the guy ends up actually "having" feelings or is "actually" trying to get the know the girl. His friends ruin it all. Like the whole hughey thing. His friends are probably one of the main reasons why ( Read more... )

Soo, things have actually been going pretty good right now. First thing is Alyssa and I are friends agian. I was right just trying to make peace with everyone will help. I mean shes a good person and she can make her own decisions. i think she knows what shes doing. Basketball is ending after team camp this weekend. Thank GOD! but i've been ( Read more... )

soooo. this is my first entry. usually i can write on and on in journals about anything, but right now things are just soo jumbled and mixed up that i don't even know where to begin. but i am sure i will figure a way to write things down. Well today started out typical, basketball early early early, grandmas house, then off to my house with my mom ( Read more... )

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