i cracked.....i guess it had to happen sooner or later and atleast he did before i did because i would be going insane if that wasnt how the situation worked out. sidenote: i cannot handle anything short with red hair.......it fucan drives me up the wall. thats part of the discussion had with cracking because really it scares the crap out of me ( Read more... )

its so strange how everyone gets so worn down at the same time...lately mariel and april seem like the only ones who have their heads on straight. kelly is love sick....mert is sick of love...and im confused as hell. im pretty sure i know what i want but im pretty sure my fear is getting the best of me. just when i think ive gotten rid of one ( Read more... )

i officially hate school...and the cold. on a happy note cody and my brother bonded on me having a mustache....fucan bastards and crest white strips make me happy....also someone better learn how to keep a damn tanning bed schedual down here or im gonna be pissed.... lastnight was amazing with the PBR and bobby mackeys stupid college i miss me some ( Read more... )

ok so remember how im billy badass and i never lose control....so i kinda lost it...and im very very nervous..........i need a cookie

so how about this sucks im stuck in northern ky with no friends because everyone went back to school.....i hate this....ive sat at home all day accept for the 10 mins i went out to pick vern up from her old ladies club....also my uncle mike made me clean out gutters telling me thats what i get for having a 2.5 gpa and explaining to me thats my ( Read more... )

nashville was amazing.....graham is a pretty sweet club and i never thought i would ever hear myself call a club sweet....also cody is adorable.....god im such a girl lol but it was great to see him after over three weeks and i do talk a big game but i obviously like him or else i wouldnt still be in the situation im in.......plus kelly yelled at ( Read more... )

leaving for nashville at 10....and since when did 8:45 become too ungodly early for me to wake up....school is going to be one rude rude awakening....my throat kind of hurts........i better not have the bronchitis my brother does, i swear to all things ill kill him.

wooohoooooooooo boyfriend wooohooooooo i havent seen him in like three and a half weeks......no one let him know i actually care this much.........i mean........easy come easy go. i get to see april too wooooohooooooooo

NASHVILLE!!! this is going to be sweet ass!! kelly and i are planning to go visit april in nashville this weekend.....why when we will see her the weekend afterwards anyways i have no idea but im still pumped. at this point i would do anything to get away from northern ky im so so so friggin bored of this place. hopefully cody can come down and ( Read more... )

ill be honest....i friggin hate new years...every year it is played up into being a great big deal and without fail everytime it SUCKS!! while mariel was with paul and cody was at a toby keith concert(i was so jealous i couldnt see straight)meredith and i spent our holiday getting in extremely white trash fights with brandon and kyle only to find ( Read more... )