girls night was amazing!!! and lets thank god it wasnt my hat that was rubbed on stripped vagina because i may have lit a small fire in the middle of dejavu. today was fun sitting around with mert trying to figure out our not so complicated lives. LESSON OF THE DAY: gretchen wilson is a bad ass and her songs describe my life perfectly(the bed) as ( Read more... )

girls night tonight.....nothing like drinking myself retarded(hopefully) and having a naked lady in my face lol hahaha wow that sounded really dyke......hanging out with mert all day today was AMAZING!! my boss is in the bahamas for a week so no work for lindsay lol allison and mariel and i going to tiffanys yesterday was also GLORIOUS!! even ( Read more... )

so its christmas and gordon called as usual. its always good to know that no matter what goes on from year to year hes always around............as for other things no matter how much i think ive got it all together it just goes and falls apart.........

merry christmas eve.......

snow is sweet until you have to shovel it....my brother and i just spent hours out there....well he did, i stayed out until i realized im a weak girl and volunteered my hot chocolate making skills....maybe a womans place really is in the kitchen lol if all i have to do is drive kids places, do laundry, clean the house, and make beds, im gonna be ( Read more... )

ITS SNOWING........LOTS AND LOTS OF SNOW!!!! i have to drive home from work and im scared...i miss him...this sucks he better miss me too

starting cummings construction tomorrow...still suffering from the same paranoia (cant spell) as ever, if he is so help me god there will be no hope for his soul and i will pray everyday for the rest of my life that he burns in hell.......wow im insane.....at any rate i just got back from hanging out with mert all day and most likely allison and ( Read more... )

P.S...........i dont want to start real work on monday....real work meaning watching cmt all day rather than two or 5 hours at the desk....plus i actually have to do simple math at this job....damn construction company!!!

fake christmas with my family ended in me with a new tiffanys bracelet....wow i am one snotty stuck up bitch....this isnt helping my confusion any but i hear what everyone else is telling me and i think i know the right decision.......its just the harder one.......

so im back home...my bed was amazing lastnight...meredith is as badass as ever, mariel and i keep spending money, and mar allison and i are going to waltz for dinner with my new classy purse....i could maybe get used to this again.......but i still miss murray