I got used to being in a relationship where I was not treated the best. I mean Chris never hurt me or anything he was just not compassionate or loving in the way that I am and it made it feel very one sided. After years of that I got tired and I was too scared to confront him about it, cause that meant that I wanted this and this was all my fault. ( Read more... )

I can not beleive it has been a year since my papa passed away. I just re-read the post I did after I had gotten home from the funeral. In the past year I have thought a lot about who my Grandfather was and I realize that I really haven't fallen tooo far from his footsteps. I know I see more and more of him in me...his silly sense of humor and his ( Read more... )

I hold so much inside it hurts. I took an extra day off work today just to be alone with myself and take a little time to grieve. My Pa Pa passed away early Sunday Morning...I know with out a doubt that he is in Heaven, anyone that has met him knows it too. I am just selfish and not ready to say goodbye. But I did and I will move on knowing that he ( Read more... )

I changed offices and now I am much closer to home. So I have been going to the gym every morning and I feel great a couple days I have gotten a late start and only got to work out like 10 mins but if all goes as planned I should be able to work out for 30 mins every morning and then shower and be at work by 8...I hope that this will get me into a ( Read more... )

I am lonely and I can not sleep and it sucks big balls...My husband flew out yesterday morning and will be coming back on wed. at 9pm...anyway Its 315 and I really should be asleep

I am at work and pretty bored, Our IT blocked myspace otherwise I'm sure I'd be filling out some stupid survey or something. But fourtunatly the IT knows nothing of live journal so it shall not be taken away from me!!! Anyways I am really bored I took lunch with my friend who only gets thirty min. so here I am for the last half of my lunch hour ( Read more... )

My PaPa may be coming home. I never thought this would happen , in june he went in for some test and ended up having to have part of his colon removed which then led to having his entire colon removed. He was in ICU for two weeks or so and then after that his mind was off..it was almost like he had alzheimers(Sp?) anyhow they were able to get him ( Read more... )

I GOT A JOB!!! I can finally get out of fucking Sam's Club.... I will be working at the Diagnosic Clinic of Houston (Its downtown) I'm going to be making appointments and dealing with insurance and stuff answering phones sitting at a dest 8-5 mon-fri and they are working with me on my school hours so I am really happy I start the 14th!!!!!

So this weekend Chris felt the need to go get some smokes it had been raining and he tried to go out of the neighborhood the "normal" way but the water was high so he turned and went out the "back" way where the water was also rather high but he chanced it and got his car stuck in the water and it died...after the water went down he and a friend ( Read more... )

I had the best day of my life on Friday...Went to warped tour and my friends Jenny and Horalia and myself were walking aroung and we saw a sign saying that less than jake would be signing at 1pm (it was about 12:30) no one was around so we lined up and then while we where waiting this chick comes by and asks if we wanted to play super soakers with ( Read more... )