Life WAS perfect..

NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
Get it directly from me.

It's okay "anonymous". You obviously have zero life.. especially if you're paying that much attention to mine, (and feel you need to make some sort of attempt to fuck things up) ahahaha.. degenerate.

You know what's AWESOME? I finally.. FINALLY found somebody that I get along with perfectly. I found someone that I want to be with who wants to be with me. Someone silly and chill and likes to do the things I do. Someone I don't have to change for, he likes ME. He gets along with my friends (and everyone else on the planet), and I get along with ( Read more... )

This.. this could blossom.

My current state of consciousness is actually quite a bit arduous. My mind is racing at the speed of light. I wish I had something to focus on (precisely why I am posting.) I just can't seem to find enough to keep myself satisfyingly occupied. Certainly insatiable. I could talk to an audience of people right now ( Read more... )

I just went through so many emotions ( Read more... )

I love to read the words by Neale Donald Walsch. Whatever he has to say has always made so much sense to me and fit right at home in my being. Just a few pages of any of his books makes me feel so much better about living, about being, about happiness. He has taught me to allow myself to feel happiness at any given time, in any situation. It's ( Read more... )

I just read my last few posts. It's really interesting to look back, and remember where I was in life... And where I thought I was headed. I completely forgot that I wanted to leave in January. Probably because I started going school. I'm not working right now, but I'm looking for a weekend job. I've got about 8 weeks of classroom time left and ( Read more... )

what it is he wants from me now. I've never been sure what any of them have wanted. Only in the end does it become clear, and when it's too late to save my dignity. How much dignity do I have left to save anymore? It feels almost depleted. Like that last heart on Zelda-when you're about to die-Link begins to pant, and the warning beep triggers. ( Read more... )