happy sweet 16 babe. ilysfm! too bad i cant really chill wit you today.uhhg but thats another story ( Read more... )

i kno.. i kno... i havent updated in forever mainly bc i forgot bout this shit. haha! maybe it wud be a good idea for me to go back to it ( Read more... )

she said "i've gotta be honest ( Read more... )

this week was based on who i needed to be there for me. but yanno i found out who i could rely on. life sucks as a total. so yeah, w/e. idk how i could confide in sumone so much, and believe every word they sed... then when the time comes they let me down. yesterday was alright and fun... but now i look back and it just sucks. yeah i hate high ( Read more... )

I've felt the hate rise up in me ( Read more... )

well its almost to an end i had sum good times it could of been better. but fucking w/e it sucked. yeah i told u EVERYTHING was fucking goin down the drain. maybe its bc i havent seen my shrink in 2 weeks. well she will be back next week i hope! OMFG wow im so pissed. i have these weird spans of time where im happy. then 2 weeks later im fuckin ( Read more... )

well hmmm lets just say this weekend sucked. majorly. thank god vaca is next week. god knows i fucking need it. sooo yeah w/e. i hardley write in here nemore. but watever. hmm well im just gunan go, if nething good happens in my life i will problly write. but yeah everythign seems to be goin down the drain. EVERYTHING litterally. im not lookin ( Read more... )

well.. idk where to begin today was good. even tho i started of with World History. im doing okay in the class but i dont undertsnad nething n this term sucks. im doing so bad in math, went down in science spanish n english.. still getting a C in gym? hope not. w/e cant wait to see my rents when they get my reportcard next week? idk. lol hmm. well ( Read more... )

im not even gunna get into it. at times like these in our lives we all feel helpless, worthless. theres nothing we can do or say to make urself feel better. its the people u care about around u that have a large impact on the way you look at urself n the situations you put urself into. so, theres nothing anyone can say, but there shit people can do ( Read more... )

hmm lets just leave it ass it was wounderful. <3 irdk wut i did. lol yeahhhhh

-Lindsey*

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