I did not win the sorority thing. Bitches. But whatever. I am bitter, but more or less over it ( Read more... )

i never post here. i just don't really have the time. i come read my friends' pages occasionally, but i don't have the energy to actually write anything. hell, i can't even keep a paper and pencil journal when i keep it under my pillow ( Read more... )

i can't believe how much i miss my baby. he went to hawaii with his family and i thought it'd be okay because it's only two weeks...but it's not been four days and i'm going crazy. i need someone to hold me and kiss my forehead when i don't feel good and rub my back and love me even though i'm a little brat. and i need someone to lay next to me ( Read more... )

i am so in love.

it's pretty crazy because i have always hated commitment and i've been afraid of love. but here i am, in love with the sweetest boy on earth...


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it's so strange to read old journal entries. really old ones from high school. reading about things i swore i'd never forget. i'd never get over ( Read more... )

( this is what my life looks like right now )

it's all fucked up now. i have lost a lot the last few weeks. the world pretty much came crumbling down around my ears.
i hate that feeling.
boys are good for nothing but hurting girls. in every way possible.

And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in -- for, it's not why I got in it...

this has been the summer from hell ( Read more... )

have you ever had the worst day of your life, where everything that could go wrong did, and then wake up the next morning only to realize that this day is going to be even worse?

that is all that can be said about the last two weeks.