-So.. I think this entry..I'm just gonna vent everything. Starting back when I was an innocent lil brat. When I was 6.. I never really thought anything bad could happen to me as a kid. I didn't really understand the concept of a broken heart, or a death in the family. To me..the world was perfect. I lived in a great community, and all my neighbors ( Read more... )

So..today was a really relaxing day. Me and Brian are waaaay better, i'm really happy about that. We've worked out our differences, and to me..we're becoming good friends again. Thats the way it should be for every couple that breaks up. He's an amazing guy, and i'm happy hes apart of my life again. Me and Josh kinda got into it today, but worked ( Read more... )

So..I guess you can take away one of those entrys about being over Brian.. because I'm not. In a way I guess I felt that way because we weren't talking AT ALL..and..now we kinda are. Even though nothing really was said.. i'm not sure if hes over me..and just this feeling that he did care, and did love me, and just all these things were, and still ( Read more... )

so like...summer has been completely awesome! holy shit..so much has happened. Me and amanda are amazing! i seriously love my chickie to death! All my girls have been really helpful through everything with my dad. I really miss Ellie! More then you know..i'm soo happy we had that moment in cloverbar with ryan, brad, and eric. things with eric arent ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a while since I last updated, and well, its summer now. It's really going well. Me and Amanda are hanging out a lot. And so are me and Bri. I love you ladies! I really wanna see a lot more of other people too. Jorden and I have desided to make halloween constums of super heros! lol, sparkley ones! Anyways.. Last night I had a break ( Read more... )

I know I have to take a walk.. and walk away from all the memories we shared. It wasn't much, but it's enough to say goodbye to. It still hurts to this day when I do think about it. Expecially when I start to clean my room, and stubble upon his picture that I put away for a reason. I can't look at it, and I can't handle even thinking about it. I ( Read more... )

Kay.. so this past week has been PRETTY insane I might say. Thursday..nothing..lol. Friday.. broke up with Brian, not to proud of that, but it happened. Hilary came over, and we made a sweet as hell Kung Foo Dance that we wanted to show Josh and Chris, but they never showed up! That was pretty lame. Losers! Friday was really hard though, cuz all I ( Read more... )

So, I'm at school right now, sitting next to Amanda. We had a lil talk about shit..and it really didn't help much. I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Possibly..I think I might be. Being with Brian has really caused a lot of losses. I don't know what to do. I obviously cant be happy.

Linz

loveyou

Kay...so latly its been really good with Brian. I've honestly been extremly happy! Other then.. well... what everyone has to say. I wish people (my friends) would really support me on this. I know what I'm doing, and I wouldn't do something if I thought something was going to go wrong. You all should trust me a little more, and trust that I'm ( Read more... )

half day
was with hilary the whole time!!
great day
totally in love
nothing is like going wrong in my life
everything is sooo perfect!

-me

I love you Brian!