It's nice to be on the inside, to know what's going on. But sometimes it's hard knowing things, and being able to read between the lines. Not that I want people to stop telling me things, or that I want to not know my friends so well that I can read between the lines, because that's not true at all. I just...wish that things were different. There ( Read more... )

sick of pretending ( Read more... )

So maybe I dont have it all figured out. Deal with it. Honestly though, there comes a point when I just want to tell people that. "What are you going to college for?" "Arent you going to be a doctor?" What if I just dont know? What then? Does the world cave in? Do I automatically turn into a bum? Am I then wasting all my time and money? No ( Read more... )

Strange how life turns out. Makes living fun just for the experience in finding the answers to the questions. My mind is fragmented, like my sentences. But I'm fine with that, for now. Gives me an excuse...

Purging him from my life. That's what my friend Aislinn called it. The past two weeks were hard, to ignore him and avoid him, but it was worth it. Because I finally got him out of my system. Sunday I decided that I was ready to talk to him again, was ready to forgive him even for the things that he hadnt repented of. Steven says one way he forgives ( Read more... )

Want to see in a very small way how God feels when we wont confess, repent, and embrace His forgiveness? Practice tough love on someone you care about who has hurt you repeatedly.

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times ( Read more... )

I had a great dream last night/this morning right before I woke up. In it, I definitely told a boy off that I have liked in the recent past. And he deserves it. I gave him four reasons why I can no longer stand him ( Read more... )

      singing in the shower is love

This morning, I woke up stupid. But now I am not. I have solved the problem (hopefully) and now can move on. Let him do what he wants. Bah.