Laundry is evil.... does anyone know what to do when half your jeans say cold and half say warm water? And one of them says flip inside out... I'm so confused. I don't want to screw this up. Oh well guess I'll see in about half an hour. Wish me and my jeans luck.
P.S- getting kicked out sucks....

Yeh, I used this title for another post, but whatever. Different reason this time. So, I finally got Ethan to come. He works weekends and usually doesn't get off until 10pm, but he got an earlier shift this Saturday, so he came! I was so nervous!!! Ironically, Fishy had done my hair and stuck me in one of her pretty dresses (I swear those things ( Read more... )

I'm in a loop of memories, and I ca't break loose from them. Some are good and make me want to freeze frame them, but others are hurtful, and I feel like I've been dropped in ice cold water all over again. I feel numb all the time, like I'm incapable of feeling. When I'm with him, I only go through the memories again. Missing them, missing the good ( Read more... )

I really miss him sometimes. He was such an important person in my life, and my best friend. I don't understand why things happen the way they do, or why he was taken from me, but I don't find myself moving on with my life. I remember some of my greatest memories with him beside me, and I want to grap a hold of them and trap myself in a loop of ( Read more... )

So I finally got the figurines done on my Swing Jam double spouted wedding jug for pottery. I have no clue why it's called a wedding jug, but basically its a hollow ball with two spouts and a handle. Anyway... I'm lining the body of it with dance quates form my favorite songs and such. So far I have 'It don't mean a thing if it ain't got the swing ( Read more... )

'From underneath, I wanted you ( Read more... )

'If I could just see you tonight ( Read more... )

So school sucked as usual. But I pulled up my grades *woot*. Umm work was horrible, I felt so tired and drained. I went to church and finalized plans with Ethan about helping us move. I got his cellphone number, which oddly enough made me happier than it should have. God, I'm retreating back into the whole giddy school crush stage *groans*. Not ( Read more... )

I have a home!!!!!!!! Like I know where I'm going to be living next week! It's about two seconds (quite literally) from my current house which means no leaving swing or school! yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *happiness* Yeh, that's it...

*sigh* Is there such a thing as the 'right thing to do'. Because lately I'm believing there is less and less, or if there is, it's hard to figure out what it is. I'm pretty sure I drove away my best friend last night by trying to make her see the other side of a situation she's in. I didn't mean to make her feel worse, or seem like I wasn't on her ( Read more... )