I made a kitty! *hugs kitty* Lol, I thought the sugar push would be a cute name.


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So my work called me in around 4ish and I got off the phone and went in. BIG mistake. I passed out on register with a customer and everything. I feel so bad, it was so busy, and now they're short on cashier. When i came around my hands were shaking and I was so sick. Ugg.... why did I give blood again?

Ok, I'm feeling really dizzy. I just had blood drawn like 15 minutes ago... yeh, it was cool. I did my good deed for the day.

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory ( Read more... )

I am so tired........ I stayed up literally all night making up all my english assignments. If I get parshal credit on all these assignments and ace every test from here on out, I might have a chance at a B. At least I won't be kicked out of IB. NIght night... sleepy.....ZzZzZzZzZz......

I'm going to be ok I think. Maybe. I hope. We talked. I miss him, the old him. Every once in a while I see that Jason again, and I think I live for them, the moments when he's back. Many misunderstnadings. I have a headache from crying so much. I got my hair cut again because it kept getting in my face at troupe. I don't know how long I'm going to ( Read more... )

I really don't feel liek doing anything anymore. It's like the life has been sucked out of me. The only time I get excited and moving is when I'm driving to Swing. But lately that has been ruined too. My family life is progressively getting worse. I don't know where I'm going to be living starting February 1st. So I might not even be aroudn to ( Read more... )

Ugg I=sad. I keep trying to tell myself that I'm happier this way, but I'm not. For once I want to be selfish and I want to be happy. It's so aggravating, like I see everyone else smiling and happy for the most part, and I look in the mirror and I see hurt and anger and I hate that. I'm so jealous of them, so jealous of how things ended up for them ( Read more... )

Definition of a hypocrite according to Webster: a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he or she does not hold in order to conceal his or her real feelings or motives. Hypocrisy is the act of pretending to have beliefs, virtues and feelings that one does not truly possess.

Hmm... sounds familiar...

Something amazing happend today. Well two things really. First. I sent a story I wrote for a contest into Yale University's highschool creative story contest the week of Christmas. I was really sad one night and wrote out a story about things that have happend to me (it was fictional of course, just based on my friends lives and such) and entered ( Read more... )