It's been too long. I feel like writing again. More to come.

Since Facebook is awesome and I check it out all the time, I've been only coming back to LiveJournal to read posts from a small and select group, and all the poems posted on the poetry community ( Read more... )

So... Already missed day two.

I think I had the same luck with running on my own.

I remember exactly when I learned how to lie. I was in first grade, and another girl was shaking me for something I hit my head on the swingset. I tattled, and she looked full of wide eyed innocence while she told the teacher that she hadn't done this at all. I started to doubt it myself, despite the headache. Suddenly I discovered this double ( Read more... )

Thursday night, the )possibly) future Jefferson County Clerk offered me a position as her deputy. Depending on how November 3rd turns out.

Nothing else yet.

I still have to wait until February to try again for the State Department.

Boston is so close, and yet so far away.

Found out that in the UK people think that our health care is the worst possible system and hear stories all the time of people dying for lack of care.

He also said there is no way he'd ever want to subject his family to our system. Even if it meant paying less in taxes.

Sometimes, having too many options is the same as having none.

I need to hear that I'll be able to find a job that pays well, that I'm not hopelessly overqualified for, and that doesn't involve being a doctor or a nurse. And I really need to hear that this job is in Watertown.

Because suddenly, I don't want to leave.

Two nights ago I dreamed about Joe; it was disturbing for two reasons. He's happily married to a good friend of mine, and I've never been interested in anything except friendship. Neither of these were true anymore in my dream. Going to work the next day was a touch awkward. So last night I dreamed about Victor. Whom I've also never been ( Read more... )

but I need to stop this. I can't hate myself for breaking up a marriage that could have worked.

I just wish we could go back to when we actually were just friends.