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whenever i know i'm going to see kate i do like this weird ritualistic thing to get myself even more excited. wow that sounds hot. anyways.. it always consists of looking at old pictures. listening to dave's crash alblum and kate's c.d. it's a way to kind of calm my nerves, but work up my psyci knowing i'm going to be with her in 3 DAYS!!! holy ( Read more... )

well shit.. things haven't been that bad. it's warming up outside, which in turn warms up everyone's attitudes and outlooks - i'd like to think. so i've been to 7 bonfires in the last two weeks. consisting of one on the beach. how nice. i love bonfires. and i love drinkin at em. =P ( Read more... )

basically i just read through the last two months of my life. and it really upsets me to see how happy i was and how things have just totally reversed. i fucked myself. i fucked up my whole situation. i can not go through two minutes thinking about how i'm not guaranteed the next minute of my life. living... it's definatly a blessing. but.. hmmmm ( Read more... )

i'm not going to delete the last entry i wrote. only because i think that's some of the funniest shit i've ever said. but i would like to retract parts of it.
i don't think everyone's an asshole. and i love more people than just kate and my sister. well i try to anyways.

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things have been quite excellent lately. working a crap load. like 5-10 hours cleaning. about 20 hours waitressing. and about 12-16 hours at barnes and noble. every week. my social life is going great. i try to go out as much as i can without going overboard. and things with bader are perfect. me and miss gresh are going out to new york to visit ( Read more... )

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i ordered a bottle of our husband (because i technically took his last name before you did, but ya know... best friends share their men...) says kate. she's talking about captain morgan. and yes occasionally i do answer to lindsay morgan. ha. so i was going to go to panama city with my family for their spring break. but then i remembered how much i ( Read more... )

nothing is really that bad. things could always be worse. way worse. it's hard to comprehend sometimes. but it's true. lately everyone i've been hanging out with, and including myself, have really been having some issues. and really dealing with them all in a selfish manner. i'm not trying to offend anyone. just expressing myself. but to try and ( Read more... )