it's been awhile...oh yeah

[lindzoid711]

well my internet is finally working and i think it's the only thing that works around my house at the moment. My computer sucks, my car is a piece of crap....what else could i ask for? haha anyways....i'm a totally different person than i used to be when i would get onto this website and type happy lovey-dovey poems about the enchantment of love!!

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the answer aint so easy

[sehbebz]

Lindz,
Sometimes people put on these fronts in order to make it through something...this "tough, snotty, attitudy" behavoir is not you, but maybe its something you put on to survive in some way? Maybe you feel if you let your guard down, people will hurt you? Lindz I remember the old you...and that's still you, your still in there somewhere. I have to admit Ive even been hesitant to call you, I feel like you never can or maybe even want to hang out or Id just need a couple, so I just give up... It's especially heartbreaking to me, considering time is kinda short these days, college is soon ahead. It also is because Lindz we were so close, and simply I miss you, I dont want to be afraid to ask my friend to hang out...But deep down you are the same person, a funloving, free, creative, beautiful girl. No one can tell you why you put up this front, but i myself hope you can figure it out, and change it...because I miss my Mikey woo.

[jes10]

I'm sorry to see that.. but actually I've been the same way lately and it really bothers me too.. I can't seem to let things be ok.. I just got back from vacation with luke where things were pretty great but now that I'm back home I dont know what's going to happen. I hate who I've become and I want to change it, but I think everything has just worn me down.. I hope that it's not true but maybe it's the same for you.. try and break your routine a little, do something out of the ordinary.. it feels great.. Best of luck to you though hun, if I find any answers I'll share them with you.. it's great that you are updating though.. this way we can keep in touch.. ; ) later
~Jes