I feel like a new person while writing this entry, maybe writing to an old friend. I wish I could talk to myself back then. If I could, I would say everything really does happen for a reason, inexplicably. I would tell myself that youth is precious and even in writing it I realize that I am still young still beautifully naive to some extent. I ( Read more... )

So it's been a very long time since I have written. And so much has changed. College is a big change for one. Life and the independence and the actual status of "adult" is another one. Michael and I are still together. But so much has changed there too. And Im left to say "where do I start"...well apparently there is a lot considering, I only use ( Read more... )

A young girl crawls out of her bed ( Read more... )

One day ( Read more... )

So, It's Christmas well soon enough... It really bothers me that this year is the first year that I am not one of those "in the spirit" people now im one of those "stressed and blue" people. I guess it really has nothing to do with the Holiday itself, now that me and Jes took care of all the Major Shopping...and walked out of Friendly's (not such ( Read more... )

It seems sad that im a senior and im letting go ( Read more... )

words cant explain this twisted sickness laying in my stomach. Ive never felt so much loss at one time. Everyone important to me, everyone I loved, and those who loved me, I hurt them. Staring at this computer screen seems like an eternity, where are my thoughts? I feel so disgusted, and yet there is no one to blame except me. I am too fragil for ( Read more... )

There are no elements so diverse that they cannot be joined in the heart of an individual ( Read more... )

Stability is a contradiction ( Read more... )

The way the smile turns ( Read more... )