What happens when it all breaks ( Read more... )

I hate that median between snow and summer, it's just after fall leaves and it's cold. And all I want is it to either snow so I can go outside and ski or It to be warm again, so everything can be just like summer again. But for now we all wait until we listen to the radio and you get that wondeful feeling of being able to go back into your bed. ( Read more... )

I realized that im tougher then i thought today. Sometimes everything seems impossible, and that's how it all seemed today. And I was an asshole to everyone, and I was upset at things that probably werent so bad. But I decided screw today. Im going to pretend it never happened ( Read more... )

If the world was fair ( Read more... )

I should be asleep right now but I miss you too much to sleep. Ive never missed a person the way I miss you. Missing someone is like being still. Things seem frozen. It's hard to explain...memories cant be made when we are apart. We are forced to rely on ones already made. And so this is why all seems still. Nothing is moving forward, and nothing ( Read more... )

Every year we grew up ( Read more... )

I gave to you all I could ( Read more... )

So I cant sleep again! What the hell is going on upstairs in my head, that just wont let me have peace of mind and let me sleep. This little problem has been going on for the past month or so and its getting almost painful. Im so exhausted, and I just cant close my eyes. I sit in my bed, eyes wide open and go over the same relentless thoughts over ( Read more... )

Stencil in lines
carefully draw out a path
sketch quick careful routes
turn your pencil and erase.
if life were so easy...
if everything could be forgotten..
erased in a moments notice.
imagine that.

The drive home can be long, filled with thought and a half recognition of the music behind it. It's nearly always foggy on my late night escapades and I tend only to feel contemplative. And god Im scared that im gonna hit a deer, or that damn cat thats always on the corner of my now nameless street(someone stole the sign)....but anyway things we ( Read more... )