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yesterday hung out with natalie and amy.we drove around and screamed real loud. we got food at panera and saw kaity and nikki and jahna. we went to marshalls after and we wore ugly coats and looked at the undies. and then amy cut off all her hair and she looks so different..cute like cupcake. while amy was at the hairdressers went to natalies and ( Read more... )

so here i am.

going out tonight hopefully.

gotta get out. out. out.

i can't feel anything anymore..it might be better this way..or not.

i'm very, very sick. and i'm sorry for that.

girls like me don't go to blood brothers and against me like they said they were going to. instead i made my mom cry...on her birthday. i'm sick. sick. sick. and i don't know when i'm going to get better. if i ever do get better.

i hate myself for this..so much.

hmm been pretty busy ( Read more... )

finally got my permit yesterday afternoon with jab after that derek came over..and we "hung out" for awhile and then went to paul's. then came back to my house. paul talked on the phone to jessica...much drama. and derek watched jersey girl by himself because i suck at watching movies..after it was over..paul and derek had a fashion show featuring ( Read more... )

saturday went out to lunch with alexa and jessica. is it weird that we know everyone who works at panera and have memorized the menu? after lunch we went back over alexa's for awhile. then mi madre picked me up and i went babysitting..woot woot..(at least its's $50 in the pocket ( Read more... )

last night was fun ( Read more... )

i saw allegra last night and she gave me a stack of letters that she wrote to me when i was gone. there were pictures she drew and photo's she took. it was love..love on lined paper. and it made me feel real. thank you, leggi ( Read more... )

today was a nice day. i'm going to be lame and do plus's and minus's ( Read more... )