I hadn't expected to feel this way.
Not about him.
And yet here I am.
The last time I spoke to him... why couldn't I have been nicer?
Even if he chose to be an asshole towards me.... i could've ignored that.
He had a reason to be, afterall. I lied to him.
And I think back to the times where he asked me
"Am I going to lose you?"
The sadness in his voice
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