Sometimes I really have to take a step back and wonder how I got here. It hasn't been all good, but it hasn't been all bad. As a birthday sneaks up yet again I swear time is moving faster, especially this past year ( Read more... )

don't crumble don't crumble don't crumble don't crumble. this doesn't have to be the same as every winter. This one can be different. this one is different. it doesn't have to be a beast and it doesn't have to be a saint.
don't crumble.

i was the girl of album 10.
now you're on album 27
but i'm still right here.

i was the girl that swayed you.
now you move yourself
but i'm still right here.

i was the girl
but i'm still right here.

Winter's dog is dragging his owner's cold into my bones.  But I don't feel it as I used to.

This New Year will come in as a baby wrapped in silk; coddled, loved and soft.

God bless and grace to a world that has learned to love me just as I am.

It's 3 am in my head again.  I'm alone for the first time in about two weeks, and I would give anything for about three du muarier ultra lights.  Why do I crave when cigarettes when life is beautiful? I hate smoking- I pick up a cigarette about four times a year.  Four times too many, I know, but there is something that feels so perfect.  At the ( Read more... )

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So my dad has yet again just proved his total sweetness.  I seriously feel like I am about 14 years old and don't mind one bit.  When I come home from school for holidays/summer I think my dad forgets that I am 21 and have been living on my own for 2 years.  I go back to being his baby daughter, and dirty secret... I love it!

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I am going out of my mind ( Read more... )