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solitude
My name it means nothing, my fortune is less ( Read more... ) -
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... she said no. it makes no sense at all... but this is the women nature. i'm upset. i'll be down for a while, but i will come back. -
wandering star...
i know i'm not supposed to understand women, but their unreasonable way of concatenating thoughts and ideas is something that puts me to test, even leading me to the stupid idea of trying to understand their illogic logic. that said, this is now my mantra: do not waste your time figuring out why they act this way - it's just to let you confused ( Read more... ) -
sigh
is it normal to feel like a small tennis ball, going back and forth in the court? why do i have to think of one and another? is checking what they're doing lately really a problem? does it look like a punishment? is it ok telling her that i'd like to start things over? resume from where we've stopped? is what she says about her feelings for me ( Read more... ) -
lukcy be a weirdo tonight
back to the single life, once again. but after 7 years and two relationships during this time, i have to admit i forgot the way living by myself is. it turns that a kind of mixture of feelings takes place: it's not that i miss them but actually the companion. i have two lovely furrballs but the sensation they promote is different - and you know how ( Read more... ) -
nostalgia
explosions in the sky is a band that provokes in me the very funny sensation of missing things i've never seen or situations i've never gone through. however, this night the sensations were different. they weren't about something belonging to the realms of the unknown... on the contrary, the melancholy and nostalgia of "your hand in mine" reminded ( Read more... ) -
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walking around, i found a nice text ( Read more... ) -
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Ich bin so sicher! Wie kann ich unrecht haben? Das ist unmöglich! -
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a lot happened since my last post. but the thing is more or less like i wrote at my homepage. all of a sudden those things that used to upset or annoy me stopped making sense. so complaining about them ended up in something pointless. however, i created this space exactly for the moments i would want to write like before. not necessarily in a ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes i think i'm a fraud when the subject is the area i'm working in nowadays. i know some bits and bytes from this and that but i'm wa+y from feeling like the frakking mastah. weeks ago i attended a cisco training and man.. it was very good to review all that crap. it's good to feel comfortable again. i hope this is like pfloyd's song: "it is ( Read more... )