we beat sc.

cocky arrogant bastards. finally...we get OUR bell back.

im still worn out from the game, but soooo worth it.

finally a day off...thank god. sorry if ive been ignoring you for the past couple weeks, pretty much life has been band. pretty awesome i know. ok tired, sleeping in tmrw. night

its been a year. yes one year. my own rule is now in effect. and i surprisingly held true to it. i cant say that this is how i always envisioned it a year ago, but you know what...im glad all this happened. ive grown into a much more stabler, centered person. i know what things i like and i do things for myself now, something i didnt do ( Read more... )

bad camp is tiring...maybe even hella tiring but ellipses

i cant think of anywhere else i would rather be though, i love ucla, i love all the people ive become friends with, i love the band the school everything about it.

i love la.

its been more or less a pretty eventful week ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing...so relaxing. Gave me that sense of perspective that I really needed right now...its a good feeling. I feel centered and balanced, its nice ( Read more... )

the day from hell...that pretty much sums up my day. if you had told me everything that happened today when i woke up this morning, i would have punched you in the face...its just that fucked up. hoping that when i go to sleep it was all just a dream and that everything is as it was before monday. but thats the thing, it already was and i just ( Read more... )

i thought i was over the whole freak out stress thing. but its kinda happening. found out today i was denied on campus housing, so now i have about 2 weeks to find somewhere to live. and within that time i need to go to la to find somewhere/someone, and also meet with counselors so i can even register for my classes. some stupid hold because one ( Read more... )

its been officially six months since ive drank/smoked. ive realized that i dont need those things to have fun, and im much better at gambling without those things...so it saves me some damn money. going cold turkey isnt as hard as people make it sound, you just have to put your mind to it. i really believe that if you put your mind to something ( Read more... )

ah late nights and my laptop, i honestly couldnt think of a better combination. this is the time i feel most centered and i take it all in ( Read more... )