last night i had to sing at springfield country club for some christmas party. after that i went shopping with my dad and lemme tell u he is one annoying mofo to shop with. so i was walking around then i came across some of my friends and left my dad to hang out with them...lol! anyway i hope chris and i hang out tommorow...we really do like ( Read more... )

so i just got back from my little date with chris. he's so adorable and extremely sweet! we went to borders for a liltle while then nifty fifties. i had a great time with him. he cracks me up when he talks like a black woman....we both do it, good times! i swear every gay guy loves black women. lol! anyway...i really do like him and he tells me ( Read more... )

hey all! it's early on saturday morning and i can't sleep but thats all good. so my night was so boring. i had to go to my cousins wedding and it was beautiful but when it got to be 12am and everyone was still drunk and dancing...i got really bored. i was starving too so i just wanted to get home and eat. anywho..tonight is the big snow dance and i ( Read more... )

ok so i'm sitting in the middle of english class right now on a laptop with a wireless internet connection. i should be writing a sonnet but i decided that wasn't what i wanted to do. i havent updated in a while and now i'm just gonna fill everyone in on whats been occuring in my life. brendan and i broke up earlier this week b/c we both thought ( Read more... )

ok so today was boring as hell...i didn't do anything but go to my choir concert to sing my lil heart out. that was depressing to me b/c of course no one was there to see me but my grandmom and she only went so i didn't feel like complete shit due to the fact that my dad and stepmom went to the eagles game. thats fine but the person i really wanted ( Read more... )

i can't help but sit here and wonder why my mom hasn't talked to me in a month. i haven't even seen her. we had a big fight but i've never gone this long without talking to her. i said i didn't care if i ever talk to her but that was when i was furious. i didn't mean it. it hurts me so so bad to know that my own mother doesn't want anything to do ( Read more... )

i hate the snow so much! it's pretty to look at but it makes things so inconveinient. anyway last night was fun...bonnie, selena, lauren, and jen came over. we danced to britney spears like big dorks then watched scary movie 1. i love that movie! after that we just hung out and talked. i walked bonnie home in huge pajama pants, old shoes with the ( Read more... )

Yeah so last night was so fantastic. Steve, Jacob and i went over my boyfriends house to watch thursday must see tv. however not much tv watching went on. hahaha! we were in brendans room but we left the other two love birds so that we could go into the other room and smooch. the funny part is steve saw the whole thing. i found that to be quite ( Read more... )

OMG! IT'S 3:34 FUCKING AM AND I CAN'T SLEEP!! I'M GONNA GO INSANE!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Thats all i can say. its almost 2pm and i'm so god damn bored!! there isn't anything to do in this stinkin house. i just want my cuttie pie Brendan to come home so that i can talk to him. *sigh*