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linkinparkluva8

I have absolutly no idea where this came from...

Mar 16, 2005 20:43

I feel as if my life is spiraling downward. I just need something happy, I guess. Happy, to make this never ending pain cease for at least a little while. To know joy for merely one more moment so that if feels like there is a reason to live again. It's sad really, the way I think of myself and the things I think nonstop. My brain runs on 16th ( Read more... )

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_____exitmusic March 18 2005, 02:47:37 UTC

Ashley, I know I am one who talks over you constantly and who you have to force yourself to be around. It's never you but i feel the exactly same way as you, perhaps even elevated in some areas if you can imagine it possible. I wish there was a way of me describing my honest opinion about you. How I see you from a neutral perspective and how everyone else sees you and should see you. I can't explain it though because you're too good for words; you're too good for my words. But I'm sorry for being an annoying creature all of the time. You are beautiful inside and out and I mean that sincerely. Everytime I look at you of course I think that...I cannot even figure out how you see the things you see when you look at yourself, metaphorically speaking as well. If it makes you feel better, just imagine looking like me. How many times more horrifying, can it actually be accounted for? You are so effing pretty Ash its insane. I don't know how the hell to get it through to you. Be happy you look like a goddamn human and there's no freaky shit ( ... )

linkinparkluva8 March 18 2005, 21:23:44 UTC

Andie...I am not at all laughing now. It means alot to me that you actually took the time to read all that shit I typed. And I don't force myself to be around you, I enjoy it. Of course, you don't believe me but I really do mean it. I find you interesting and fun. Your eccentricity is something to be admired! At least I admire it, I love your eccintricity and your wittiness! Ahhhhhhhhh!!!! I JUST LOVE YOU!!!! And you know what? I think I will take your advice...I'll try to see you in the mirror instead of myself because at least then I will have a friendly face waving at me for a change. I'll look and see you and be all HI ANDREA I LOVE YOU!!!! And just wave at my reflection of you...if that makes sense? And the thing you think you are...well, trust me you aren't...it's all in your mind! JUST KEEP ON KEEPING ON!!!!!!!!

_____exitmusic March 18 2005, 22:49:24 UTC

hhaha. thats a weird idea.
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break_the_stars March 19 2005, 17:00:58 UTC

I love you Ashley, always. always. always.!!!!

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I wish my comment could be as extensive as Andrea's but I am at a loss of words at the moment apparently, and I just want you to know that I love you and will always, and you will always have someone here *my cat included* to talk to.

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thebanished March 20 2005, 04:18:05 UTC

I love you like a shrimp lover loves shrimp...in cocktail sauce. Seriously, I love you. And you said that you ask yourself what you're friends would be like if you weren't here? Well, I'd be devastated. I can't even describe how sad I would be.
I love you.
And so does that shrimp lover I mentioned earlier.

nocturnallight March 20 2005, 16:53:53 UTC

Yo gimme a call as soon as you can. We're best friends, we should talk more. I know I don't call that much, but I tend to forget. I'll be like I'm gonna call Ash today and then I forget. I'm sorry :(. Please call me...no you're not an ugly baby! cuz DAMN THAT'S AN UGLY ASS BABY! And I like that fuckin stew. Can't wait for your Sweet 16! Gonna KICK MAJOR ASS!
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~Raina