I currently have absolutely wretched laryngitis. I can hardly talk at all. This began last week, when my throat was a little sore. I ignored it, went out for my friend's birthday on Saturday, and when we were driving from a party to a club, my voice cut out entirely. But we still went, and I had a most fabulous time dancing. Everyone was really ( Read more... )

I am feeling really frustrated and wired tonight, like I want to do something but can't quite put my mind to actually DO it. My friend hasn't emailed me back and we were supposed to see a movie, so I'm mildly disappointed about that, but I'm sure he just got occupied with something else..still! I used to spend a good portion of my nights home ( Read more... )

Today was a good birthday. Nothing blew up, and nothing awful happened...I have a bad tradition of unpleasant things happening to me, like my brother getting in a car accident. For example.

I am moving out at the end of the month. This should be interesting. Also, will write more later. Life has been freaking awesome lately.

It's been an alright week. I'm still a little buzzed, but more than that, am having somewhat strange reactions to several different people, including my guy acquaintance/friend, and my female study partner (in medical terminology). I'm not really sure what's up with that. And no, I am not in love with either of them! At least I hope not. I think ( Read more... )

Alright, this is getting ridiculous. For the past week now, I've been in this giddy/fluttery mood that's not quite explained. My stomach is jumping around, I can't settle down, and I keep getting all foolish. Usually this sort of thing only happens if I'm crushing on someone, and then it's like..neatly contained. Here though, I'm just sparking all ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I go out to clubs, I feel silly and inadequate. I love to dance, though I don't do it well, and my friends go out most every weekend, so I go and I have fun, but then there's this overwhelming sense of 'not good enough' that flashes through my mind. I have always been happy that I don't obsess over the way I look, and I mean, ( Read more... )

Gah, for crying out loud. I'm officially going to study for 12 hours a day and do nothing but that. This will totally eliminate my bad grades in school, as well as stop me from having to get upset because my *friends don't call me back*. Am I twelve? No? Then *why do I care*? God. But I'm never leaving more than one message on someone's answering ( Read more... )

Why do people still do this? Have we not established long ago that most email forwards are utter crap? Some of my friends send me ones with political agendas that I actually agree with, but they haven't been fact-checked and are so bloody manipulative I can't see it doing any good. At least these people KNOW ME. I have also gotten forwards ( Read more... )

There's this joke where a guy goes into a doctor's office and says 'It hurts when I do this' so the doctor says 'stop doing that'. This is how I'm going to try to operate from now on. It's been working out for me for these last few months. For instance, it bothers me to read my ex's online journal. I'm not sure exactly why, but it does. So I...don' ( Read more... )

School is eating my brain and making me want to cry. Argh. Must work. Must NOT get into online conversations about trivialities. Except I clearly must. I can't figure out how to use Paypal. Also, to random woman on the bus--no, me studying medical terminology does not mean you need to talk to me about your gallstones. Do I look like a doctor to you