hi everyone ( Read more... )

i've been working 5 days a week at urban, it's fine i guess....i really hate closing which is what i seem to be doing the most of, i just don't like being up so late, and walking home to chris's afterwards with aching feet. but whatever, that 40% discount on clothes that i don't need definitley makes up for it ( Read more... )

$50 parking tickets aren't cool.

waking up nauseated isn't cool.

puking bile isn't cool.

feeling hungover when you don't drink isn't cool.

calling in sick to your first day of work is really not cool.

i got a job at urban outfitters, right downtown smack dab in union square ( Read more... )

i was in a bad mood from the moment i awoke this morning.
for no reason at all.

i was on the verge of tears over absolutley nothing.

then i saw a robin outside.

and i spent my afternoon watching it hunt worms, and feed baby birds in it's nest.

HI EVERYBODY!!!

there was a little earthquake today
i felt the floor shake
i wish it was bigger
i wish the floor opened and swallowed me up
the end of the world is coming
just not soon enough

i miss having pets.
i need to get a job.
i want the weather to be warm.
i need to get in shape.
i need to stop ignoring myself.

my enemies are all to familiar

they're the ones that used to call me friend

the truth is that when i left this house my life wasn't a wreck
and neither was my head
it's the things that i've seen and done since then
what i've been taught to say and learned to repress (by accident)
along with the issues that im currently dealing with

it's now that my life is really a mess
not now that im back
but now that everything's