E verything seems to be all right.  There are no bells or whistles going off on me.  Not even in my mind...but we are sinking.  Despondent?  No...hopeful...only every time I look at the sweet angel to my left.  She really is an angel.  She makes me laugh, want to cry, brings out my motherly instincts, is sweet and innocent as fresh morning dew on ( Read more... )

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I know I haven't been calling or around much lately.  The muffin is sick.  She's not keeping even breastmilk down.  The doctors think it's a bug and says to give it a little time, it will work it's way out of her system.  So right now I'm just trying to get her to eat and keep it down.  She's finally sleeping for five or ten minutes at a time, ( Read more... )

Hey there!  Ok...good news first...Addison aka The Muffin, is up to 8 pounds.  I doubt if she'll be at 8 pounds 4 ounces , her birth weight by Friday, but it will be very close.  In fact, she's waking up slowly as we speak.  She definitely likes her sleep.  It's good news as that means she's growing and life is good...We now have a baby monitor in ( Read more... )

Wow...so very much has happened. I know, it's been absolutely forever since I've been on here. Forever since I've written comfortably about myself, about those I love, about everything. Let's take things in order of priority...

ADDISON is here. Otherwise referred to as "Muffin, Addy, Sweet Pea, Precious, Darling, and last but not least, The ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a while. I'm still pregnant. Have the 20 week ultrasound on January 26. Will find out if it's a boy or a girl, pretty sure it's a girl. Love the names Addison Patricia, Samantha Rayne, and Rowen Marie...let me know what ya'll think. Not that many people read this...but oh well ( Read more... )

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Wow, I just reread my last entry and nothing much has changed ( Read more... )

The Goddess works in mysterious ways...just when you believe that you've come to terms with the way your life is going, just when you are prepared to give up on everything, She lifts her hands and grants you something you want ( Read more... )