I want to be done.  I dont mean that in a I want to jump off a bridge way.  I just want to be done with whatever THIS is.
I cant do my paper, I tried and I sent it to my dad and he tells me its horrible.  All of it, disjointed and no good.  So now here i am fucking tired of how hard everything is.  
I'm spent, really why cant this just be easier.   ( Read more... )

I passed it.  Thats what the email says. 
This cant be real, they messed it up, right?
How the fuck could I have finally, after almost 5 years passed that part of the teachers test?
 I cant stop crying, this doesn't feel real.

Sick ( Read more... )

One of my favorite things when I was young was Winnie the Pooh. 
It was a big deal in my family, my grandmothers name is Winnie and she took great pleasure in the books and later on the films.
She would call my brother Chris, Christoper Robin, and always, always said the classic Tigger line "TTFN, ta ta for now"
So I thought pretty highly of that ( Read more... )

When your 19, the world seems pretty open ( Read more... )

 That must have been the worst fri night into sat morning I have ever, EVER had....

Things can only go up

So I was rasied as a Unitarian Universalist.  I always thought that it was nice, not overbearing ( Read more... )

There are many times in my life I have looked at something and said: Later ( Read more... )

 Why does adventuring have to start so damned early?
Oh wish me luck and no freak outs along the way...
Cape or death this morning... I choose cape

 Last night was series of interesting things...
All of them ether embarrassing or potentially embarrassing to all parties involved.
If if weren't for this headache I would think that bacholorett parties were one of the best ideas.