I hope that all my friends are doing great and enjoying their wonderful summer...I wish I could..I will. I am about to quit that bitch of a job and just drift around the rest of the summer. My knee is hurting so bad I guess its from all the rain. Havent seen to much of anybody lately, Im kinda starting to feel a little isolated from the rest of the ( Read more... )

I got drunk again last night, and it seems like thats about all i ever do anymore. im not so sure if thats a good thing or not, but oh well it makes me think a little less. I was so hung over today it sucked.Josh makes me so nervous, just everything about him scares me so much, we are so much a like and he is everything that i could every ask for. ( Read more... )

Being with him just makes me feel so safe and at ease. No one has ever made me completely forget about all my problems like he does. I swear the whole time that we have been together I have not thought about Wyatt or anyone from the past, and thats a first time thing for me. Its all I can do not to just brace myself for when something bad happens, ( Read more... )

What a nice day... it is so hot and my parents are fussing me out for turning on the ac with the windows open, opps my bad. Today I went to the diabetic dr and I am off the pump, YAY, thats some good news. I swear the ride to B'ham took for freakin ever, my parents annoy the hell out of me. I mean I know that they have the best of intentions with ( Read more... )

Wow its been a hell of a long time since i wrote in this bad boy :) Lately my life has been consisting of Martins, and trying to figure out a way to get my grades worked out, consistently smoking (BAD, and JOSH. Today I have to go pay for my 10hrs of classes that I am taking this summer <--That is going to suck oh so bad :( oh well I need to take ( Read more... )

My hair is finally out of my face for the first time tonight, its pulled loosely back with a pencil that I found on my good ole' desk. I try to think back of when i was the most happiest in my life, and I just cant recall it. Here recently the best times seem to always involve a little help from a great substance known as alcohol. I just feel so ( Read more... )

Its been a messed up couple of days. Robin and I got in an argument the other day about something I cant even really remember what it was, but I stood up for myself and we both told each other what we thought, and last night we made up. At least were both honest with each other, and are both willing to respect each others opinon and know when to ( Read more... )

It is soo nice outside, a group of us just got in from the pool, I am a little red i guess thats a good thing. Talked to Josh today and we are going to the movies tonight so that should be fun. I thought that I was overdrafted in my checkbook, but Im not so thats a big sigh of relief. Well I am going to go get ready for work so...Kick some Ass and ( Read more... )

Well my weekend has been great and kinda bad too. Friday we went to that Pat Green concert, the parts that I paid attention to sucked, but then when I was kissing Josh it was awsome. He called me Friday, so maybe he will call me again, he seems to be really nice. But experience from the past most guys seem nice for a while but later on they become ( Read more... )

Tuscaloosa sucks!! I hated it...more about it later.