So I just read all of my previous posts and I am seriously the weirdest person that I know. (and I know, I know, you really can't know yourself but just go along with it) I let my life build up, then I remember that I have this and just type for 3 million years to clear out my head...and I say the craziest shit. Like me being depressed about Justin ( Read more... )

the powderpuff game is so tomorrow...i hope i can go to it ( Read more... )

Ok...so I haven't posted on here in like a really long time. Let's see...what's happened since my last post. hmm...we started school (ughhh), swim season started back up, health problems got worse, I went to the ER because I had a really bad asthma attack and pretty much passed out in school, made some new friends, lost some because I found out ( Read more... )

Everyone always says things happen for a reason...but no one will ever give you the reason so you just feel stuck and like everything that happens is all your fault. Well at least that's how i feel right now. I guess i should probably elaborate more on that. Nick told me he didnt think that he loved me anymore...well he didnt really tell me, he ( Read more... )

man, you know...I can get this up but no matter how hard I try I can't get myspace to work on here. Stupid web blocker thing. Oh well, I'm soooo bored here. I just really really want to go home right now. Not much is happening in my life right now. Well I went to a CCR concert with Brittany Martin (grams)last week or the week before i cant remember ( Read more... )

well i figured out how to get the stupid livejournal up at work now, so at least i have something to do when its so boring here. I haven't really updated in awhile. Florida was nice, it was hot lol. We went to Universal studios in Orlando, Islands of adventure, and silver springs (its like a zoo or something lol). Most of the rides that we went on ( Read more... )

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well this is a first...im happy. I dont even know why, i mean i have this huge migrain and im all achey. I slept from when i got home from school until 9. and im just happy. Happy to be at home, happy to be single, and just all around happy to be alive! It's a great feeling. I really don't want it to go away. I feel like i did before this year even ( Read more... )

Why are there so many things going wrong in my life right now. First i get dumped and lied to. Then i try to question his lies and he tells me he's sick of talking to me. I should be sick of him. He is making me extremely angry. And i did nothing to him...he's the one who hurt me, so why should i feel bad for saying one mean thing to him. It's ( Read more... )

Well we all knew my happiness couldnt last forever. I mean who could actually love me. I knew i could never be that lucky. I just dont know why i was stupid enough to believe that someone could love me. Yesterday i came home from my dad's house and my mom was yelling at me and stuff. So, hoping for some kind of relief, i came downstairs and checked ( Read more... )