So last week was snooze's funeral. It was very strange, it hits me now and then that she is really gone. Ambrosia has gone back to virginia and amber is back in ohio. I saw mommy janet on thursday, she seems tired, but thats to be expected with all the hooha going on. Hopefully wayne will chill ( Read more... )

you dont have to say much. All it takes are a couple words or a look and all has been said.

also i love that when i read text messages and e-mails and their journals and i can just hear them in my head saying it themselves. i live for you guys and i cant wait to see you agian

the more i think about staying with alex the less i like it. I love him but i cant live with this lazy, unmotivated, jobbless jerk of a pain in my ass. He says he has no problem working a shitty dead end job for the rest of his life as long as he works there with a friend. Ugh, how crappy! i cant even compreheend beiing ok with that, atol. And the ( Read more... )

i've been avoiding the internet lately, let my email pile up, my dev art page is hell and i just dont care. i havent looked at this thing in ages..meh. So dad has been in and out of the hospital and thats been strssful. He had surgery on friday and he just isnt feeling better, he's feeling worse. I spent 4 hours at the hospital this afternoon, and ( Read more... )

I love how things fall apart and fall together simultaneously . I am super pissed at my boyfriend's mom, she decided that she did want the family cat anymore, so she was gonna drop it off at a farm. Lilly(the cat) is an indoor cat, she's de-clawed and has never been outside! how could she expect the poor cat to learn to hunt and survive the winter ( Read more... )

i made a huge art dump on deviantart. Like 22 pictures,and it was strange cuz i got alot of responses. I dont ever get responses so that was really cool. Amber and chris came over and i made dinner after we got all her stuff from her dad's house. It was cool to hang out but i worry about her. eh...well bed time.

i got laid!

...that's all. ^_~

So i have resisted a long time,and now have given in. Well here i am kids....love me. Now to find crunk, skoo and limpit. Onward.