I feel bad. Pathetic. Helpless ( Read more... )

I wanted to. But I can't ( Read more... )

Or yesterday. Or the day before yesterday ( Read more... )

Not in the streets of Commonwealth, please. I don't want a death that tragic. And don't you think that's too...lonely? You know, dying in an accident suddenly ( Read more... )

I did not die today ( Read more... )

I did not die today ( Read more... )

My life so far...

is changing.

This will be the last post under this heading.

Looking back, I guess I only wanted legitimacy. Validation. Affirmation. Redemption. Vindication. I needed to feel that I was, that I am, real.

But what do I have now? Nothing, still.

Minsan, tinatanong mo kung bakit hindi ka na lang nagsuicide pagkagraduate mo.

Kapag nasasagad ka na, kahit ano pang mangyari, ibulong mo sa sarili mo ( Read more... )