Ano na nga ba ang pinaniniwalaan ko ( Read more... )

Running out of people to run to. Who can I trust?

Why should I keep on finding ways to validate my existence?
"The recognition of the truth of the primacy of existence is the essence of the concept of objectivity. Essentially, objectivity is the consistent recognition that the object of awareness holds metaphysical primacy over the subject, that ( Read more... )

Wake up. Day calls you

Pedro Salinas 
translated by Willis Barnstone

Wake up. Day calls you 
to your life: your duty. 
And to live, nothing more. 
Root it out of the glum 
night and the darkness 
that covered your body 
for which light waited 
on tiptoe in the dawn. 
Stand up, affirm the straight 
simple will to be 
a pure slender virgin. 
Test your bodys ( Read more... )

Ganito siguro ang pakiramdam ng isang magulang ( Read more... )

Yung ibinibigay mo na lahat pero parang hindi pa rin sapat.

Kung marunong ka lang sanang tumambling.

I need space.

I tried. Not my first attempt at song writing but probably the first time there's actually music. Made lyrics to Depapepe's "Start". It's such a good song I can almost hear the guitars sing. Somehow, these were the words I heard.

The rain falls hard and I
I feel so cold and I
Don't want to get up from bed just yet.
I'll be late I bet
I'd say I overslept
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I don't know how to write anymore. I cannot draw anymore. I cannot even think anymore. I am lost, completely lost. Oh, what to do? I have lost parts of my self staying in this place. I am scared of vanishing. Oh, what to do?

I find it very frustrating that I cannot find the right words to describe how I feel. Something feels wrong, but that's a mere understatement. And until I am able to express my thoughts fully, until I transfer this heavy weight in my chest into paper...I will never be at ease.

3 years to go. I guess that has always been an option. Just too scared to ( Read more... )

Make me cry.