!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want a sidekick 3
and to not have anxiety anymore
and for peter to stay here...and not go back to ct.

but these things will not happen.
so thats just too damn bad for me.

friday night was the scariest night ihavehad in a long time. i couldnt breathe and i was shakingand couldnt see orhear. my mom took me to the hospital and apparently i suffered a panic attack. i worry about everything too much. and its not even stuff i need to worry about. i just want to be me again. its killing me. this sucks ( Read more... )

www.hartfordartschool.org

i want to go there. it is the prettiest school ever.
ALSO:
1) it has a sweet photo program
2)i like the portfolio requirements
3)campus seems sweet
4) its half an hour away from peter.(BONUS)

oh man do i want to go there.

im never being nice and calling anyone to hang out ever again. because chances are, youcant anyway.

yesterday, my wonderful boyfriend took me to see christopher brian mcguire in arundel, maine. i miss him too much.

whatis with dumb bitches now a days? apparently some girl wants to beatmy ass (i would lose but crush her with my witty comebacks)she came up to me afterschool fridayand got in my face...i was listening to my ipod so i wasnt paying attention..so i told her to fuck off and walked "cooly" to my bus. cooly is in quotes because i couldnt look cool ( Read more... )

i never use this.
but..
im glad peters home...i feel happy/non-anxiety prone anymore.
maybe now i can get my liscence

good times.
s my d .

i do not like girls.
i need jealousy medicine.
fuck myspace.

i havent written in this in too long.
prom was sweet. my myspace has pictures.
i start work athaleys on saturday..come see me. itll be a good time.

im sick tho...strep kinda lame
butuhhhey....anyone want to have a danceparty?