I forgot to mention that this is the sixth anniversary of my mother's passing. I miss her. I'm in more of a manic mode than depressive at the moment, however. I'll write something more... I don't know, deep? Depressing? Sad? Tomorrow. Or rather later today. Look at the time! Have to sleep don't you know. I have a lot to say about my ( Read more... )

Two people I know have raging upper respiratory infections and are, according to all accounts, schnarking up copious quantities of globular goo. One of my friends has a fascination with pus yet is disgusted by phlegm. I mean, we squeezed an abscess on this cute little bunny rabbbit and shiznit that for all the world looked like vanilla yogurt ( Read more... )

We are the first "evolutionary catastrophe" that has ever had consciouness. We destroy the planet that protects and nurtures us out of ignorance. We have the choice to act differently but we don't because we are concerned about ourselves, our survival whether we'll have enough money for groceries or the rent next month, retirement, whatever. Not ( Read more... )

Iyam Iyam. This morning, yesterday, the day before... I don't know how I get through my life on a daily basis. There is more than one me in here, in a real way. They are all me but I've discovered three of me so far. There is the child who is afraid of the world, who was beaten down so viciously that he only makes gutteral growling noises when ( Read more... )

I don't read but maybe three or four people's journals on a regular basis and I don't post much because of the time factor. I seem to only spew forth when I have some sort of existential dillemma or I'm struggling with depression and self hatred so... I don't know that it represents me truly in my personhood. I am always curious how others see me ( Read more... )

As for Jimmy, store, to go monkey fuck carbeurator...

Soooo... Why am I back here? I've forgotten. I spent a four day weekend with friends in Cleveland and it was... Well you'll all be reading this thing so I should watch my words, shouldn't I? I almost didn't make the return trip to RI. Left 20 minutes or so before the flight to go through security and of course they stopped me. Apparently I ( Read more... )

I've been bitching and moaning about how other ( Read more... )

Yeah. I mean really. So much to say so much to
do little doggies like to eat poo... Whatever.
I'll be back.

So my father called tonight. He's getting ( Read more... )