I miss the kind words. I need someone to tell me that I am loved, that I am beautiful etc. It's quite hard to convince my current boyfriend that I can't live without that ( Read more... )

So many things to say, so many things to do. I feel happy. The life goes on the way I like it!

I am totally frustrated.
I'd like to talk to him openly, but I can't. Just because of my bf, who knows him well, who works with him.
*sigh*

Tonight I dreamed about him. This was funny: it's like in real life - when we meet, we tend to keep a certain distance between us. When I try to come closer, he goes away. So it was just the same in my dream.
Ehh... I'd really like to kiss him. I feel so stupid. :)

He's cute. When he looks at me I can't stop smiling. He's really lovely. Meow.

I'm in love. No really...
There are a few thing I like in him: his hands, the way he drives his car, and his smile. He's a lion by horoscope, which makes it even more fascinating.
But... here's also my boyfriend, and he will never understand it. %(

Currently I rather go with the flow.

I must be destined to be alone.
I had enough pain for one year.

Somehow I don't get it. At all. I remember him asking that I didn't kiss him on today's party, but what was it all about? Why did he decide to keep it to himself ( Read more... )

Recent events proved, that I was just looking for a man to love. Who is not R. I was wondering why I was so sad, when R. didn't write to me, I now know it, I loved him, but he didn't really care about me, he wanted me ( Read more... )

This is all so sad... Seems like he will never write again. Or is that she? No. I don't want to think about that. I am sure noone could keep writing letters for so long ( Read more... )