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[lionessdaydream]

Ok.. so why now? I'm happy, I'm settled, I'm enjoying myself. I know everyone well enough to be a part of everything, and yet, it's now, that I'm homesick. That I just want to turn around and go home. Sleep in my own bed, wake up and see my parents. Come home and eat dinner with them. Talk to them. Maybe even communicate with my brother, but let's

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[darkout]

well, i'm no shrink, but maybe somwhere inside you feels bad now you're settled in and happy where you are?

like now that you're settled, something inside you is saying that you should be guilty for moving out and standing alone, etc? and that's making you want your old home?

well, it's a rambling poorly presented theory, but i hope it makes a tiny bit of sense for you.

love you xx

[lionessdaydream]

Yeah I guess it makes sense... and it would be a good explanation.. except Mum and Dad keep telling me how happy they are to see me happy.. that I haven't really been worrying about not being at home.. I feel a bit guilty bout it cause everything at home's so stressful at the minute.. but yeah. I don't know. Oh well. Just had a bad night I spose. But it's all good. I kinda sorta maybe actually slept a bit last night. Yey.
Anyways take care and I'll talk to you soon.
Bubye, and thank you.