Hello everyone!

This account is about to be deleted. If you want to stay with me, my new journal is at http://destructionette/livejournal.com

It will be friends only. Emily, I added you already, so please add me back!

Jess.

:~:The End:~:

Not that Mama and I have been fighting exactly, but lately things have been a bit strained, what with the crappy overnight and 6am phone call, followed by Em and me being caught doing no work AND eating chocolate powder on shift ( Read more... )

Oh my God, it's Boxing Day. And I forgot to message Lauren for her birthday. I'll do that in a minute. It's still about 2pm in Europe, so I'll make it. Woot ( Read more... )

And so it is, once again, Christmas Eve ( Read more... )

Why is it that the second I start to feel happy and confident, some part of my deliberately f*cks that happiness over?

WHY, BRAIN/HEART/MIND/SOUL/EMOTIONS?

I don't have to be the centre of everything. It should be enough that I am loved.

This is just stupid. I can't believe it.

I have a headache. Again. This isn't good, as it's about my fourth for the week. I guess it's an indication that I need to stop being so lazy, take my glasses into the shop and get them fixed and adjusted. Princess Peter broke them when he was trying to fix the loose screw. Ah well ( Read more... )

Guess what? YOU WIN, UNIVERSE!

I give up. I can't get one lousy break. every time I think something in my life has gone right, it falls apart, something else falls apart, or the good things stays good but is linked to a bad thing which makes me feel terrible all the time.

I'm not going to try anymore, okay?

I should have known. I really, really should have but I decided to let myself believe that for once in my life I was worth someone's attention ( Read more... )

( My hols )

If I can wish hard enough, long enough and stay focused for a while, will this all pull together? Can I change everything and make it work my way for once in my life ( Read more... )