whats new? nothing. starting school soon, i hope. i don't know if this is what i want to do but i need to get a start on things and well, here i go. getting on with my life missing out on everything that i miss. my friends and old ones too that i wish i still called, but am too lazy to do so. whatever nothing really to say. so bye

I'm so tired. Not like I normally am but like tired tired wanting to get some sleep unlike tired of things being stinky, if that makes any sense to you all. I got my teeth pulled today. I don't remember anything really, didn't think that I would though. I have a numb bottom lip and my bottom right side hurts a little. I can' eat anything and I in a ( Read more... )

I'm so unhappy! I missed seeing Blair last night. I hope I'll get to see her soon. Nothing to say. I feel like I got to get on with everything. No matter how much I go back and want to be back.

I'm tired. I have to get a job. My internet doesn't work anymore and I don't feel like calling and getting it fixed. Made some money babay sitting. plus. Joseph got out and played with other kids. plus. My Aunt offered me a job to babay sit but I have to drive up there, yeah I'll take it but the driving thing, ha. Maybe soon one day I really hope ( Read more... )

Nothing much to say. Just trying to go with the days that come. Babaysitting... I didn't mind it that much which was nice. I was glad that Joseph got out for once. Planning a party for him. whoop de do! whatever. I'm tired. and out.
I miss you...

I don't even know what to say. I'm so tired of feeling this way and I never seem to know what to do.
Nothings going on. I don't even know what I'm talking about.I need to get a job. I want to see everyone!Joseph's b-day is comeing up.
(i think he's long gone)
That's it.

Christmas was alright...
Did get to see Blair and Hayle which always makes things better.
Joseph's 1st Christmas! Nothing really big for him.

I wish sometimes we still talked or atleast had something to talk about.

High School's over... next step finding a job, not fun...

things aren't the way I thought they'ed be. it changed more than I ever thought and I have no one now ( Read more... )

I'm bored ( Read more... )