vanessa...even though i don't talk to or hang out with ryan as much as i used to, i still feel a little protective. but i see that he is and both of you are very much so in love. it makes me so happy.
i just wanted you to know that you already have done something amazine.
parents say the damndest thingsallikazooJuly 18 2002, 14:03:58 UTC
even though i haven't known you that long and i don't know you or your family's situation that well, i can already tell that you are a genuinely good person.. just the fact that i can stand talking to you and hanging out with you for more than 20 minutes says quite a lot, coming from me. it's your life and if your mom thinks you have done something wrong, or have burdened her, or if she wishes she had a child that wasn't you.. then you are right. that's all the more reason to go out and do all the wonderful things you were meant to do, even if you don't know what they are yet. if she can't see them or won't appreciate them, fuck it.. you have friends that will. you're still here, you have a good job and lots of people who do care.. having the brain to surround yourself with that much is quite an accomplishment in itself. don't let immature, thoughtless words like that drag you down.. i refuse to anymore and i know we are both better than that :)
ughhhh it makes me want to cry hearing all these overly shitty things this woman does to you. vanessa if i were you i wouldn't even bless her with the title of "mother" she is so undeserving of it. you know... these things she has said to you are so fucking destructive and i believe the only reasons she does this to you is because she is unhappy with herself. which i think is obvious seeing as how much she has changed herself physically... she goes too far. i think once you move out you shouldn't talk to her for awhile. make her fucking beg to come back into your life again because otherwise she will keep doing these same wretched things to you over and over again. its shitty but like honest she's not worth it. there are so many other people who love you and care about you and would never say the things that woman has to you. she countlessly uses you and says the utmost awful things to you. i can't stand it. if you ever want to have any self esteem you have to stay away from her. she isn't worthy of you vanessa. you
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i think that alli and morgan have said everything that i've said before and would have said again with this post. but what's the point in repeating everyone else's response? i would just like to show your mom that we're happy, and doing good. i just want to show her this so that she can feel worse about herself and know that she is missing out on a beautiful person. needing to move out is a godsend vanessa. i guess that's just a figure of speech because who am i to speak of a higher being? i love you.
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it's your life and if your mom thinks you have done something wrong, or have burdened her, or if she wishes she had a child that wasn't you.. then you are right. that's all the more reason to go out and do all the wonderful things you were meant to do, even if you don't know what they are yet. if she can't see them or won't appreciate them, fuck it.. you have friends that will. you're still here, you have a good job and lots of people who do care.. having the brain to surround yourself with that much is quite an accomplishment in itself. don't let immature, thoughtless words like that drag you down.. i refuse to anymore and i know we are both better than that :)
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