hey hey all of my devoted loves!!! i havnt posted in like ages...so ill update for you. for starters, ive talked to like 10 billion guys and no luck with a bf. they have all either became really lame or really lame. so now i think this guy josh is totally rad, but he hasnt talked to me yet. i met him on the green a few days ago, hes so cute:) hes ( Read more... )

holy WOW...my gramma went to the store today and when she came back she told me that there was a murder suicide across the street from the adult ed building by my house!! crazy stuff. then i saw 2 suspicious looking dudes talking outside in the driveway. creepy. and all this weird stuff is happening.

i cant sleep and im frustrated!!its so cold..so very cold. i hung out with this cool kid today, he was nice. better than all the norwich idiots that i live near(not including friends) i dont wanna go back to school. i have to much fun sitting around doing nothing.speaking of doing nothing, today i went to sign online and like the little tool bar ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a looong time. lol, well lets see. umm i met this guy jay, hes crazy in love with my 14 year old friend sara, and hes 19. a little crazy? i think so. he insists however that he only likes her company but he keeps telling me how he should lie to her parents and tell them that hes 17. blah blah...lol who cares. anywho ( Read more... )

A few days ago i went to Providence with my friend Elena, Rae and Andrew...it was ok. we were supposed to go and walk thru Thayer St. but Elena saw that Garden State was playing at the Avon and made us all go watch it. i liked it but it made me sad...it was all about love and shit and finding your soul mate. every time a cute scene came up i had to ( Read more... )

Here i am the morning after, i feel like the deadest thing in the world...he broke my heart but i didnt think it would cause actual physical pain. it does ive found out. i regret not doing the things i should have in order to keep him, more than anything i regret that. he says he still wants to be my friend, but to me hell always be something more ( Read more... )

New post on jons website says that i wanted jon to quit his band...hmm now now now kiddies those words AGAIN never escaped my mouth hole. but ppl seem to find joy and pleasure of putting thoughts in my head and words in my mouth and organs in my kitchen...not a threat. a random human replied to a comment, i didnt really understand what there point ( Read more... )

Ive been up all night tonight, infruiated over the past events. Elena talked to me earlier asking why I cared so much, I never cared before about what some schmucks said about me...why should I know? Thats a tough question to answer because Im not sure why the hell it bothers me so much. Maybe its because the lack of bf support, or the wonderment ( Read more... )

uber...isnt that not the coolest word in the whole wide UNIVERSE!!?? isnt it, ISNT IT???

Today I realized something about the human race...they suck. Simply put I think. To all you who are an exception, stay the way you are cause it just works that way...

that means YOU Jon...

p.s Elena, I need to go to a show *le sigh*