i have been having a lot of shit going on in my life for the past 3 weeks ( Read more... )

sometimes in the morning i am petrified and can't move...
awake, but cannot open my eyes.
and the weight is crushing down on my lungs,
i know i can't breathe.
and i hope someone will save me this time...
"crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide ( Read more... )

so i was taking a personality test for my psy. of personality class, and of the types of personality, i am an idealist. after reading the info, i can truly say i agree with these resuts. it's almost uncanny.

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and ( Read more... )

when i meet my maker, i would like to ask it just one question...where did we, and all we have ever known, come from? how did this world start?
oh wait, that's 2 questions.
regardless, i would really like to know.

i'm so happy that classes have started again. this semester is going to be very trying, but i'm sure it will be so much fun...i've set a standard for myself, and i am bound and determined to uphold it. i'd better make another 4.0 this semester ( Read more... )

last night it finally hit me that in less than a year, i will be done with my b.s ( Read more... )

so long and farewell 2004.
may 2005 be even better...
i hope to make new friends...there will always be room in my heart for new friends.
that means you!

xox

p.s. see you next year!!!(that never gets old)

i almost died this afternoon ( Read more... )

NEW LAYOUT!!!
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here's what santa brought me...i mean my family and friends. it seems the big guy forgot me this year ( Read more... )