Thinking about you for the last hundred days ( Read more... )

And in my life you could find
Everything just seperates
And in my life you could find
Everything you want to take away
I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

Please, take it all from me

FUCK YOU! For not calling me back. I was trying to do something, to reach out, to fix something that was once great between us. You selfish fuck. I didn't even like it, YOU DID! It was all your way anyways. I tried to talk to you again. Even if you were to say no, still you owe it to me to call me back. Thats it... nobody sees who you are. ( Read more... )

how much is a risk worth?

Well some good news...
I've lost 10 pounds
And I went to swim laps until I tired myself out... and well after a lot of swimming I couldn't do it. I guess I'm getting in better shape. I got a long ways to go still...

A person a long time ago, once said something very interesting. It stuck with me, even though this kid was a douche bag who deserved no respect ( Read more... )

love is supposed to be a beautiful thing
i think its one of the sickest cruelest most vile of the emotions

i was just thinking about livejournal
and i concluded
FUCK livejournal
no offense to the ppl who run this
its....
different
for my shoes

well at least theres one fucking thing to be happy about and that is that the band is nearing completion
lineup that is
i think i made a mistake with one member and hit it perfect with another
we shall see

geez this sucks
i wish feelings had endings like nerves so you can pull a knife and cut the tips let them frey into something you can't feel anymore
i'm only gonna get hurt again