who was that in my dream?
i wish
i really wish
i wish i knew
twas too realistic to be made up
twas... twas something else
?

So I went out to discovery bay, just for a couple minutes with a couple friends, not very long. And we went out on the boat, at night, and just stared up at the sky. Just looking at the stars, the milky way line, since in Oakland you can't even see the fucking sky anymore ( Read more... )

and than again, im out of things to say

sometimes i can blab for hours, and sometimes i cant

i want to change the world

hell yah
today i actually had some grows that were described as passable

wow aint that interesting
the two things holding me down
frustrating me
fucking me over
fucking up in my life
me fucking up in life
everything going bad

its gotta do with relationships and music
and those are the two things i always thought made me the happiest
i only wish i was a musician

I had such a shitty day today ( Read more... )

so after contimplating if i should spend 600 on a bassamp ( Read more... )

am i able to grow emotional attachment to people ( Read more... )

do you believe in love at first sight?
it goes against everything i know to be true
but
it
studder studder
yeah
ne ways
what can i say now? oops
shiiiiiiiit

when i get probably a happy relationship with an awesome person and probably a little kink to it laid out in front of me, i say no ( Read more... )