I never wrote bout this.

I never talked about this.

But me having a miscarrge was one of the worst losses i have ever went threw.

I want a child so bad but yet i didnt want a child.

I would be pregant right now if it wasnt for the drugs i did trying to ( Read more... )

i feel so trapped....

isnt it funny how all of a sudden.
the internet isnt that important
and life suddenly is

Stress is down to none ( Read more... )

I want to be proposed to
on prom

I want to wait a year and get married

and have a big belly with a kid on the way after we were set

and i want to have this dog


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I want out of my house.

end story

I have been nowhere today.
No one has even called.

minus one person .. wel 2 people for or bout jacob.

one was crying. and has scared me some. it kinda made me rethink some drugs... maybe i needed it... i know i did .. maybe i can press him a little that way to... or atleast i can hope..

i need a drink.

Okay, so i was at night school last night and a guy came up to me and was like "I head something bout you the other day that really upset me bout you." so i asked him what and he said that somebody told him i was going to be a PORN STAR. and shoot videos and stuff. I was shocked and mad kinda cause he heard this at school ((after the converstaion i ( Read more... )

I want a sister

I want a best friend (of the female race)

I want the ants to stop attacking me

but mostly for a sister
Or a best friend that is truley like a sister... that doesnt live in kansas... pooo

that would make me completly happy...

i miss him today... its been a bad day... and i need a smoke.... witch doesnt happy very often.... but ( Read more... )

happy anniversary happy anniversary

happy happy day!

im all giddy inside

and today is national proposal day

thats nifty to.