uhm. i wish summer had never started, & i never got into the things i did back in April. this situation would be a hell of a lot more managable. i stiiiiiiiiiiiilllllllll care about him.
& truthfully i dont think i'll ever stop.

Anyone know Brandon Willliamsssssss digitssss foools?
give me his numberrrrrrrrr.
<3

ew, today was so fucking bad.
people are so cool.
trust is almost pointless.
there is really no one to trust.
one way or another, they WILL fuck you over.
nonetheless, i love Crystal still.
so. terry wont shut up.
MAKE IT STOP.

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it's really cool the way you lame 14 year olds try and jack 20 year old shit dealers. to all you stupid little kids good luck, you'll need it. by the way, i ate today & i feel sick. sara marino reminded me i need chapstick cuz im cool.
bye niggggga

I'm still at Crystal's cute padddddddd fool.
i've decided i prefer black over white in most ways.
MUSIC, PRONOUNCIATION, & THUGGNESS FOOL SHUT UP.
i'm a playa.
ew.
i ate a slice of pizza and now im really fat.
someone take me to jenny craig for my birthday on September 3, thanks.
David comes back soon hopefully. 45 days is a very long time.

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I'm at Claude's & Crystal's.
yum.
i'm sick of these fat bitches IMing me & bugging the shit out of me.
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WOW. i'm watching everyone come down with me. even the people i thought were better than that, have proved me the fuck wrong. & the people who gave me shit for it, are doing it themselves. FUCK ALL THE HYPOCRICY & CLOSET TWEAKERSS. everyone is full of shit, & has their mind set on the fact that if they try they wont get hoooked & anyone who is ( Read more... )

UH OH. i think if i had any chance at all with him in the future, i just fucked it all up for myself. thank you Madaline, you're a genious. now how can i complain when i am the one who created this? FUCKKK.
[<3]

oh & by the way, i am IN LOVE with NiKole OshiNsky. representttt.

I don't feel like moving.
i dont feel like doing anything or
talking to anyone for some reason. i'm really unhappy & i'm not quite sure why. all i know is that slamming my head against a wall twelve thousand times sounds very appealing right now. & so does going to sleep & never waking the fuck up. i think i'm very depressed again.